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good night :D

ok,photography is becomes one of my hobby now. I don't know , it just makes me happy , and give me an another satisfaction if I could take a nice picture.

of course,surely , my olympus is always be favorite stuff.

I can't imagine if he even doesn't exist.hahaha,another "melancholy" today,forget it.

 

This is the last letter from my best friend in Japan.Of course she is japanese and she is much pretty too.hha

   had been a month I didn't write back, and still do not have time to reply.
  how long do you think it takes for someone to write a letter?  

it really takes time.

 

 

these two photos , taken when I went to Bali holiday 2 weeks ago.

when I purpose to take a photo of the beach , then this guy passed in front of me.

my old friend gave me this about years ago, when I was taking a picture of my room, suddenly I saw this.

so,it just only that

it's miracle ,haha I have cleaned my room!! huahahahaha

 it took about 2 hours to I cleaned up everything,and I can study on my own desk now !! haha

it's been 4 months!

it have been 4 months since I posted something,and wow! 4 months already.you missed a lot and time goes quckly,really quickly.

I think..yap,I think every day I become more and more busy.the fact is really it is. I'm not telling you a lie,and it's truly true about studying medicine,working on college paper , another presentation , disccussion ,bla bla bla and another dentistry things really made me have to stay up everyday,but I don't hate it,acctually I enjoy it.even I have to reduce my bedtime and the time to going out with friends (?). haha , okay,I doubt about last part. and part before last part.actually about the bedtime part*lol

over the time goes by, I  feel that there's not only have a changed in my routine but  there is also  something changed in me,in myself.hope I'm changing in a good way,be a better than past of course.

something like I hate,things that was annoying for me, like anatomy class and the smell of cadaver's room, strangely, now becomes little bit fun. 

because,then I realize how awesome,how briliant, the One who created all this body system.How amazing if you know that every vein , every cell and every system have their respective duty.for which, the system would be damaged if it's there is an incomplete part ,missing part  in the system.

really , how great the God is.

So, there is no reason to hate (anatomy class on) wednesday ,and no reason to hate what we are facing in,because there must be a lesson behind what we are facing,even if the small thing. 

hahaha,I still can't believe that I'm telling you all of this,I'm talking like a 80 year's old granny huh? yap, the main thing is, from all I experienced,I became more rational , more able to accept what I'm facing in,and take a lesson from every part in my live. 

I'm not telling you that I'm perfect now and there are still many shortcomings in me,much many more. however is , I keep trying to change anyway.

And the most important thing is,I have to remove this laziness of corse. It's the first thing that I should do from the first,but.aaaaaah,no matter what is, this "laziness sickness" is not going away.

living alone in the new city,here in Surabaya is not as bad as I expected, friends are always there beside me.

Ah,there is one more! I really love today's weather (17th july),it's like autumn season in tokyo,it make me missing japan badly.

and back to the topic,about today's weather.when today's wind swept my face,aaaaaaaah ,I just love it.really really love it.so ,after the class over, I take a long route to go home with my best , and we walked slowly. we didn't  talk much in the way ,we just enjoy the air,and we parted at the corner as usual.

and when my friend come to see me and bring some lunch and reminded me to eat,i don't know why,it make me miss my family.

hahaha,i'm being soooooo melancholy today.oops I just forgot that melancholist is kind of my personality.

whatever with my personality,I wish that someday,something like in today is happening again.

last from today's diary : i miss my home