2011年6月19日日曜日

random

good night :D
ok,photography is becomes one of my hobby now. I don't know , it just makes me happy , and give me an another satisfaction if I could take a nice picture.
of course,surely , my olympus is always be favorite stuff.
I can't imagine if he even doesn't exist.hahaha,another "melancholy" today,forget it.

 
This is the last letter from my best friend in Japan.Of course she is japanese and she is much pretty too.hha
   had been a month I didn't write back, and still do not have time to reply.
  how long do you think it takes for someone to write a letter?
  
it really takes time.





these two photos , taken when I went to Bali holiday 2 weeks ago.
when I purpose to take a photo of the beach , then this guy passed in front of me.

my old friend gave me this about years ago, when I was taking a picture of my room, suddenly I saw this.
so,it just only that

it's miracle ,haha I have cleaned my room!! huahahahaha

 it took about 2 hours to I cleaned up everything,and I can study on my own desk now !! haha



2011年6月17日金曜日

it's been 4 months!

it have been 4 months since I posted something,and wow! 4 months already.you missed a lot and time goes quckly,really quickly.
I think..yap,I think every day I become more and more busy.the fact is really it is. I'm not telling you a lie,and it's truly true about studying medicine,working on college paper , another presentation , disccussion ,bla bla bla and another dentistry things really made me have to stay up everyday,but I don't hate it,acctually I enjoy it.even I have to reduce my bedtime and the time to going out with friends (?). haha , okay,I doubt about last part. and part before last part.actually about the bedtime part*lol

over the time goes by, I  feel that there's not only have a changed in my routine but  there is also  something changed in me,in myself.hope I'm changing in a good way,be a better than past of course.

something like I hate,things that was annoying for me, like anatomy class and the smell of cadaver's room, strangely, now becomes little bit fun. 
because,then I realize how awesome,how briliant, the One who created all this body system.How amazing if you know that every vein , every cell and every system have their respective duty.for which, the system would be damaged if it's there is an incomplete part ,missing part  in the system.
really , how great the God is.
So, there is no reason to hate (anatomy class on) wednesday ,and no reason to hate what we are facing in,because there must be a lesson behind what we are facing,even if the small thing. 


hahaha,I still can't believe that I'm telling you all of this,I'm talking like a 80 year's old granny huh? yap, the main thing is, from all I experienced,I became more rational , more able to accept what I'm facing in,and take a lesson from every part in my live. 
I'm not telling you that I'm perfect now and there are still many shortcomings in me,much many more. however is , I keep trying to change anyway.
And the most important thing is,I have to remove this laziness of corse. It's the first thing that I should do from the first,but.aaaaaah,no matter what is, this "laziness sickness" is not going away.

living alone in the new city,here in Surabaya is not as bad as I expected, friends are always there beside me.
Ah,there is one more! I really love today's weather (17th july),it's like autumn season in tokyo,it make me missing japan badly.
and back to the topic,about today's weather.when today's wind swept my face,aaaaaaaah ,I just love it.really really love it.so ,after the class over, I take a long route to go home with my best , and we walked slowly. we didn't  talk much in the way ,we just enjoy the air,and we parted at the corner as usual.
and when my friend come to see me and bring some lunch and reminded me to eat,i don't know why,it make me miss my family.
hahaha,i'm being soooooo melancholy today.oops I just forgot that melancholist is kind of my personality.
whatever with my personality,I wish that someday,something like in today is happening again.

last from today's diary : i miss my home

2011年1月23日日曜日

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY:)


Sorry I can’t be there and can’t give you anything but, I always pray the best wishes for you mom .
I love you

2011年1月22日土曜日

Raden M.Farhan Putranto :):)

 It's all about farhan !
and this picture was taken while I was in Semarang.So, I hope you all enjoy it:)



I DO NOT eat rice, but I LOVE crackers


"cimcon ctreet,cimcon ctreet"


"mommy where are you ??"


"give my baby powder back !"
by the way,he sprinkled powder on his own face by himself


farhan's sleepy face


"I love to pray with papa"


"I live to SING !! rock you beibeh "





I'm more exited to be in the closet


" Peek A BOO !! "


my trip to semarang

hello everyone J, the reason I didn’t write my daily on this blog is , bacause I was in semarang! I went to there by the train, and it was just AMAZING.really, it is a very enjoyable trip because I could see the sights of the village, rice fields and farmers are very fascinating.
 
and when I've arrived at the hotel, I saw Farhan and he had grown and grown! He is became a big boy now .
and then,cause I haven’t seen my father's face for 4 months, I was surprised because he's become much thinner , but of course I still love him.


 
surprisely, my father gave me a new SLR camera as souvenirs  from Japan, and I was really really shocked just like,hmm I can’t describe my feeling was.
And,my  new hobby is.., PHOTOGRAPHY! hahhah


but,the bad news is now my mobile phones broken and I can’t do anything about that.

2011年1月17日月曜日

another story * lol

January, the rainy season in Surabaya , strong winds that shake the trees and the dark mist that covered around me
Yesterday at 1:30 am in the morning , before I’m going to sleep  I'm out of my room and tried to get some fresh air, I breathe deeply and spent a moment to think
Suddenly I just realized that “some” things that happened lately, reminded me of the past. something that I won’t  to remember back, something that has been removed , come back and round in my mind.
and I hate it .

about the new and another revealed facts , various kinds of surprise when I heard it all, is now mixed and become… well, I can’t
express my feelings in words. I just wondering why the human mind is very hard to guess?
really, it’s like the lyrics of the songs I usually play. "Show me show me, oh no I'm in trouble"
maybe I’m just.. I'm not brave enough to accept it all

anyways it is not my business, yap. so I play back my favorite song to forget it all, and decided to return to my life now
I realized that it must not happening again, rather than it become a nightmare or just throw it away, but.. isn’t it good  if only I kept it?
hahaha , why I'm so poetic anyway?? Sometimes I make life more dramatic and maybe that’s why I become happier or sadder than I should be
until now the message that given to me from my teacher "Fukuoka sensei" when I was sitting in elementary school , always made me strong. although when I received it I didn’t understand what the meaning of that message, that's okay, because I’ve understood now and I’ve thoughts about it hundreds of time. 

 
"Laugh when you're happy, cry when you're sad, do not ever lie to your own feelings"
aaaaargh why I’m crying again? Haha , that must be because I miss my brothers.

 by the way, in fact I'm very happy with my daily now. I surrounded by family who love me, friends who can share stories with me, various people and new people are always become a mystery for the next day. God gave me a special life, and I must live it that way, isn’t it?
Sooo, welcome future and I’m ready for you

2011年1月14日金曜日

hisashiburi , buri buri.hahaha

sumpah ini waktu foto riiiiiibet banget.gimana engga 9 orang gitu teriak2 .hahahah kocak abis deh sampe ditambahin waktunya sama mba2nya.



2011年1月1日土曜日

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!


Hari ini tuh ternyata hari terakhir di 2010 ya?? Aaaah sedih :'(
Pokonya 2010 berkesan banget deh,17 taun tuh ya udah paling asik banget.taun terakhir di sma, gila2an bareng temen-temen, mati-matian belajar supaya bisa masuk FK (tp akhrnya ga masuk sih),ultah ke 18,ultah pertama setelah menjadi mahasiswi.aah masih banyak lg kayanya kalo ditulis disini ntr panjangnya bisa sampe jakarta apa ya.

dan tau gasih hari terakhir di bulan december pun , kita tetep masuk kuliah.mana dokter berni begitu masuk udah marah2,terus kita dikasih tugas seabrek oula buat dikumplin senin.
PMS mulu apa ya tiap minggu kerjaannya marah2 mulu.ckck
Pulangnya kan kita (aku ika astrid ola dita) cari kado mam nor ke atum,oh iya sebelumnnya makan bebek di sma komplek.sumpah itu bebeknya enak banget.haha norak bgt ya gue,tapi itu beneran enak loh,kata yg laen sih biasa.
Di atum kita juga sekalian belanja cemilan buat taun baruan,terus nyari dvd. Pas anak2 milih dvd aku udh puyeng aja tuh duduk sendiri udah serasa kaki udh putus.ya gimana engga malem kemaren gue tidur jam setengah 4.

Terus habis dari atum kita ke nganterin ola buat siap2,sambil nunggu kita ke pasar pucang deh beli terompet.tapi gue ga turun puuuusing bgt soalnya,akhrnya ketiduran juga tuh di mobil sampe di gedorin anak2 juga gue kagak bangun.sempet mimpi juga loh,tapi ya lupa mimpi apaan.

Habis itu balik kekosan sambil bawa baju ganti dan perlengkapan mandi dan sebagainya,langsung deh kita capcus ke rumahnya ika.
Oke,piano di rumah ika enak banget tapi sayang tangan aku udah agak kaku jadi udah ga segesit kaya dulu lagi deh jari2nya.gpp deh kan ntr kalo udh kerja kan aku bisa beli piano sendiri.hahahaha 

Malemnya nontonin dvd sambil bikin mie,bikin spagetti, mesen pizza danmakanin camilan.haha
Untung deh ga jadi ikutan acara bakar2 ke rumahnya elika.kata ika disana cowo2nya pada mabok.kan serem juga.lagian taun baruan di rumah ika juga seru abis kali,nonton sambil ngegosip.hahahaha
Kita nonton "walk to remember" pas adegan sedihnya kan harusnya nangis ya, yaaa ini nangis malah di ketawain,hahaha sampah banget sumpah.

Terus pas anak2 nonton "saw" gue lsg kabur dah tidur,daripada nonton horor kaya begituan,apalagi isinya darah semua.hii
Oiya sebelumnya,tasya shella gina vidi desak juga dateng nyusul loh,tapi di tengah2 acara , cowonya shella dateng ngejemput jadi aja kita bersembilan.

Habis nontoon,kita nyiapin kembang api!!!! Haha,itu paling rame deh ,kembang api yg nyala Cuma beberapa ,ditipu sama mas2 yg jualannya tuh,sampah abis pokonya.terus kita make a wish dan itu panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang banget,tapi seru banget sumpah,aku paling cinta banget sama moment ini.kalo flashback ke 2010,2010 itu udah ,udah aaaah pokonya ga bisa diungkapin sama kata2 sampe mau ngs rasanya.
Semoga taun 2011 semua yg gue inginin tercapai amiiiiin.

AND TODAY 01.01.2011,kita ga tidur apa ya sampe jam 4?paginya seperti biasa,ngantuuk abis parah.paginya tau2 udah disiapin lontong aja tuh sama mamanya ika.dan lontongnya enak banget.habis makan kita males2an lg nonton tv dan gue ketiduranlah,dikerjain pula sama anak2.sarap ya lu pada.
Sampe siang pun kita belum ada yg mandi.hahaha,maap ya mamanya ika.nonton music and lyrics dan"devil" oke seperti biasa setiap nonton horor mata gue nutup mulu.untung tuh film adegan seremnya layarnya selalu jd item jadi ga serem2 amat.
Pulang dari rumah ika jam 3,dan belum ada yg mandi.hahaha,jdnya balik2 lsg mandi dan makan siang deh.

Okee,mule besok harus udh nyiapin pelajaran buat uas ntr.semoga ip ku 4 ya Alloooooh.amin
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2010年12月30日木曜日

30.12.2010


28 december 2010,itu hari selasa ya? kalo gasalah ini loh,gue jadi kakak pendampingnya anak2 sma pas acaranya bedah kampus fkg.hahaha,so gaya bgt gue
eh tapi ternyata acaranya lumayan seru juga loh.walaupun anak2 sma agak belagu.belumtau nih mereka ntr kalo keterima ospeknya kaya gmn.sekarang sih kalo ditanya "siapa yg mau masuk ef ka geeeee?" semuanya pada ngacung,tp ntr kalo udah masuk...hahahahaha ga mau ngmg lagi ah gue.
terus pulangnya nemenin ika ketemuan sama temen lamanya,terus kita makan deh ke solaria bareng mamnor,temennya mamnor, fika,gue ,temennya ika dan ika.
itu kocak abis deh,masa kita duduknya gue dan fika berdua,mamnor dan temennya , dan ika dgn temenya berdua.beda2 meja2 pula.haha,penjaganya aja udah sampe bingung2 sendiri.mana pulangnya gue malah ninggalin dompet pula di atas meja.untung si mbak2nya baik.

habis makan kita balik ke kampus dan lanjut rapat "dentine".aaaaaah, udah bosen bgt deh kalo ngedengaer dentine.di rapat org2nya pada banyak omong doang ga ada realisasi nya.mana gara2 dentine gue ga bisa liburan.ckck

29.10.2010
hari rabu sih emang sepi sih da ga ada kuliah.tapi siangnya jam 2an fika dateng kekosan numpang tidur. ya udah sambil nunggu sore ya bacain slide aja sapa tau besok kepilih makalahnya.hahahaha,anjir gimana mau presentasi yak arti yg di tulis di slide aja gue kagak ngerti.
malemnya jam 6 dijemput mam nor buat nobar di foodfes. dan itu ruaaaaaame nya rek.tapi seru sih nonton rame2,lebih kerasa nobarnya.
dan akhrnya nonton bareng ika fika mamnor,fajar(temennya mamnor dr jkt) dan yudi.asalnya sih katanya mau ada nizam dan ardiyan , tapi pd kagak jadi.ga tau deh kenapa,padahal fika udah kesenengan tuh tau nizam bakal dateng. dan itu rame banget deh pokonya.aku yudi ngomongin persib gitu deh sosoan ngerti bola.hahahahaha,tapi selama di bandung sih emg tiap hari ngebaca persib di pikiran rakyat,gmn ga hapal coba.dan baru nyadar rumah kita waktu di bandung uh deketan banget.tuh anak asli jakarta ato bandung sih?ckck
DAN INDONESIA MENANG !! YEAAAAAAH. gpp sih walaupun ga juara, INDONESIA KU THE BEST.

malemnya gue tidur jam 2 apa ya ?ngapalin presentasi sih.akibatnya paginya pas skill lab,ngantuknya ga nahan banget banget deh.OH IYA hari ini gigiku molar bawahku di acc loh dan nialinya 80 !! hahahahah,nilai sempurna tuh. hasil ngerayu dr.galih ngikutin triknya kadek.hahaha,bodo ah yg penting di acc

pas pleno, makalah gue kepilih loooooh ,akhrnya maju deh.tapi emg udah feeling sih bakal maju.makanya kmrn rela ngapalin slide sampe pagi.gimana engga,siapa dulu editornyaaa,hahaha.
tapi tadi pas begitu megang mike dan liat juri2nya,langsung nge blank deh gue,apalagi pas ngejawab pertanyaan.
It's ok,that was my firstime presented something with english and for the next time i make sure that I'll do better than today.
never too late to learning something ki.yes,you can do that.

pulangnya gue dapet burger king dari astrid,dan itu sumpah enak banget.secara cuma ada di jakarta gitu ya.
oyaaa,anak2 udah pada balik loh dari jakarta.kangen banget gue! seminggu ini berdua mulu bareng ika sampe neg gue.hahahhahaha,ika peace yak.
dan dapet bolu coklat dari ola, coklat dari rina, dan coklat singapur dari tasyaaaa.serba coklat.haha
terus balik ke kosannya tasya,anak2 sih pada karokean,tapi gue ga ikutlaah,secara mau ngemat.akhrnya diem deh di kosan tasya bertiga bareng sama astrid.
berhubung kita laper,kita makanin tuh kerupuk yg ada di kosan tasya,terus goreng ayam kampung bumbu, sama manasin baso sambel ijo yg dari jakarta.haha,hari ini sumpah makan gratis kenyang 3 kali sehari. sambil neggosip bareng shella dan ghina deh di kamarnya shella.
sorean kan anak2 udah pada balik tuh dari karokean,dan dapet oleh2 j.co lagiii.hahahahhaa,shella juga bikin roti bakar keju.sumpah gimana ga mau gembung coba kalo makanin yg kaya gitu mulu.ckck
pas anak2 lagi pada sibuk gitu belajar make up sama niken, aku ghina fika mamnor ika maen uno 3 kalii, dan gue kalah 2 kali anjiiiiiir.yg dicoret di idung gue sama  fika masih bau banget siakeee,hoeeek bgt dah
pulang2 ini gue tepar deh.oke besok terakhir kuliah,malem ini begadang belajar aja ah.hahaha,sok iye
yg penting modul kali ini nilai 90 udah di tangan alhamdulillah.

oiya,kemaren gua mimpi kaya sungguhan banget deh.(apa kabar diari mimpi gue ya?) 
semua yg dipikirin sebelum tidur beneran semunya keluar di mimpi.dan ajaibnya lagi gue inget! padahal kalo mimpi biasanya kan langsung lupa samar2 gitu kan ya.
gue mimpi bola, skill lab , maju pleno, dan besoknya semua beneran terjadi .
tapi cuma satu yang ga jadi kenyataan.
gue ketemu irfan bachdim.hahahhahahahaha

2010年12月27日月曜日

omaigat! it's really been a while




nemu foto2 lama,akhirnya di posting deh.hehehe
masih ga percaya kalo aku pernah disana.aaaaaaaah kangen banget sumpah.
apa kabar sakura?apa kabarnya salju ya??hahaha


 my teachers , mom, hamidreza , and me:)

 YUGUCHI SENSEEEEI !!!! inget banget dulu aku ngejailin yuguchi sensei mulu .
 from left, my mommy, hikari , me , sayaka chan , and sayaka's mom.
i'm just realize that i was really slim.haha
miss you all my best best best friend!